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SCREW THE MAT REP BOYS

2009-08-03T18:52:00.000-07:00

Today at school was really boring laaa. So sleepy and tired. I can barely opened my eyes sakk.. Today subject was like ENGLISH....VALUE EDUCATION....MATHS........RECESS(my favourite subject).....SOCIAL STUDIES and lastly MOTHER TONGUE

So bored la..

Then after school..i went with syakirah to 126 chilling around...We were laughing like hell as syakirah and me has something in mind and decided to make it all out together. It was so funny laa...

Then come this group of mat rep walking and sitting beside our table. They were so GAY laa. Seriously hate them alot sak..I and syakirah were singing and laughing about..then they started to disturb by saying SHHHHH...I was like CIBAI and PUKIEMAK...Then we decided to irritate them more by singing loudly. i THINK they were so irritated until they throw first..LIGHTER..then...BOTTLE CAP....then...BIG BOTTLE.....and lastly......A CIGGRRATTE BUD..i was like freaking furious and throw all the back at them..Then i started to throw paper at them..They throw back but with fire on it..I was shocked and scream but then i realised that i must seek REVENGE...So my evil ming has came...And i and syakirah AND THOSE MAT REP..started to play FIRE PAPER at each other..It was so fun at first till came this one LIITLE FREAKING KID WHICH COME OUT OF NOWHERE throw a packet of currypuffs sauce at me..Luckily didnt kena me...CB..Then i started to say "PUKIE, BODOH PE..TAKDE KEPALE OTAK PE..KEPALE OTAK KRG TERSELET PAT JUBOR EH..BODOH SAKK..SIAL...PUKIE.."Then they laughed and do their own things back..But i still angry and decided to confront the little kid..I was just about to go there..he ran away from me sey...He seriously got NO BALLS laa.CB PEY JANTAN...ANK SUNGAI BETOL...freaking angry sakk...

Haha..funny right..like what the hell sey..They start first then atlast i and syakirah kena...like FUCK sakk...EEEEE..SUPER ANGRY laa sei...haha

I think will stop here and i WANT GO SLEEP...2 days never sleep properly seii..My eyes so tired laaa....K2..till here..will blog again tomorrow...bye2:)

Working all night long

2009-08-02T23:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i work at 12.40pm till 6pm.. Freaking tired laa.. Bloody hell sakk. Imagine 3 hours of doing fries and 2 hours of counter non-stop. Doing fries can die sakk.. Carrying the fries in the basket and putting it in the deep frying oil.. So panass some more.. Can die sakk inside there. My hand pain like fuck. In my heart is all " PUKIE LA NIE MANAGER, MCM SIAL..PENAT SAKK..PUKIE..PK AKU APE ROBOT PE SAK KENE LARI2 BEH KENE PACK FRIES SEMUA..MCM SIAL SAKK SATU..AKU DA LAPAR..NAK MKN...HAUS..NK MINUM..SIAL"

Haha..seriously..freaking tired la sei..

Then today, i work at 9.30am to 3pm.. Today i love the surrounding as our boss BOON SENG is in the house la seii. I like whenever is there as he usually give us so called "STATION" of our choice and fool around. Today i do the same thing only that its opp side.I do runner and counter for 4 hours straight..Soo freaking tired la..Like cb sakk. Alot of customers come like "TEKKA MALL" sakk..haha. But seriously damn tired la.. I until want to faint if you dont believe then GO ASK FEE as we both are all the way together. Today was like Sial but yet FUN day..

Then then, got this one of my hort friend..SYAZWAN... Hes cute sakk..I, him and feeqah..play around and joke around arh..It was so fun arh today..He so cute sakk..I today TWO times pinch his nipples..Haha..SERVE HIM RIGHT..lols.. Then we called each other as for me is "MAT DRUG"..he was "MINAH SAKAI"..fee was like "MAT KECOH"..and amy was "MAT VIRGIN"..So cool laa. Happy sakk today..

AND AND.. i played with his tiny beard..So fun sak..ARGH...hes soo cute...And he still can layan me sakk..lol..STUPID BOY...

Till here, will update soon...Actually i got something to type about but i forget already..Nvrmind..next entries will tell you..bye2..

Webcam Friendship

2009-07-29T19:29:00.000-07:00

This is NUR ISTIFAR BTE SULAIMAN. Its been so long since we met or talk. Today when i sign in my MSN, she was online so she start bthe conversation first. We at first chat..then till i thought that i want to see her face and talk with her. So i ask her to webcam with me and she agreed. Its really funny la.. We like one MOTHER FUCKER..Showing our ugly face...dancing around and all. I actually kinda miss her as "heello, we been friends for 7 years"..So who will not miss right...Even though we diff school..we still contact each other and our friendship grew more stronger. I wont let her go..Trust me,i wont. Shes fun and more lively..Always crack jokes and always be there when in need. Miss her so much la..

Aish,cant describe her la..She just so wonderful..But hey ifah" TAKMU KEMBANG EH KO..AKU PUJI2 KO ADER MAKNA TAO" haha lols..no la just joking...

I think till here la..Just a short but sweet post about NUR ISTIFAR BTE SULAIMAN.

Webcam and Call

2009-07-29T03:48:00.000-07:00

MOTHER TONGUE ORAL

2009-07-28T06:48:00.000-07:00

Today life like a LIVING HELL. I did badly for my MOTHER TONGUE ORAL sakk. So FUCKING hard la sei..I cannot just anytime faint there..Seriiously. Dont say only me la..Even my friend feel the same way as i do now. The so called "INVIGILATOR" or watsoever..damn fierce the face and guess wat?? Theres one man and a woman...and........the man was my last MENDAKI so calles "PRINCIPAL"..more scared la seii. like CB sak. He was like "SELAMAT PETANG ZAKIYYAH, AWAK BOLEH SILA DUDUK"

I was like in my heart "PUKIEMAK KAU, PUKIEMAK KAU, PUKIEMAK KAU"

Then the woman says" SILA BACA DENGAN KUAT DAN JELAS, AWAK BOLEH MULA SEKARANG" Then i was like " BUTO ARH, BUTO ARH, BUTO ARH"

So i read the passage like got ONE DOG CHASING ME..So nervous la sei..Seriously.

After i read, the man says " BAIKLAH,KITA SEKARANG SUDAH PERGI KE PERBUALAN YA. PERNAHKAH AWAK MENGADA PROJEK DI SEKOLAH"

Then i was like SHIT WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY SAKK.

So i just talk but in a mumbling way..

Then he ask again" PADA AWAK,ADAKAH PROJEK INI PENTING?"

Then i was like CB LAH,,ALL Q SO DAMN HARD SAKK

So i talk again as normal...

Then the last q"APAKAH TUGASAN AWAK DALAM PROJEK TERSEBUT"

Then i talk again like one MOTHER FUCK..

Then he said"BAIKLAH, ADA APA2 LAGI AWAK NAK TAMBAH?"

Then i say "NO!!!"

And he last sentence was "BAIKLAH ZAKIYYAH,TERIMA KASIH BANYAK2.AWAK BOLEH PERGI SEKARANG"

Like cb right..aish

aish dont know what to say

Just so sad to think about it...

I think thats it la...Will blog again tomorrow..Bye :(

SUHAIMI

2009-07-26T23:59:00.000-07:00

Hey2, today not going to school as i feel kinda lazy. Who wants to go school when you can sleep peacefully while raining outsie. So cold and comfortable. DO YOU PEOPLE EVEN KNOW WHAT AM I SAYING?HAHA, I BET YOU COULD.. haha

actually i got story to tell...

Yesterday when im working, i saw my hort guy named "SUHAIMI" who is a "MAT RIDER". He so cute sak.Am i being like a BITCH? nope i dont think so..lols,

He keep staring at me..aww he so cute..Evem much more better than AZMIL. haha. I cannot describe how cute he is. LIKE SO DAMN CUTE LA. haha..We actually kinda "EYE CONTACT" alot of times and for a moment i can feel that we both are in a FAIRYLAND...haha..jokes..just being too fairytales. But cant deny the fact that HE IS SO CUTE!!!!!! I think i been saying the word "CUTE" alot of times..DO YOU GUYS REALISE THAT? OMG!! haha Who cares..the most important thing that he's cute. haha. I think that's it la..Will update soon more bye2 :)

R.H.D + NO LINK STORY

2009-07-25T22:10:00.000-07:00

Hey this is me and FEEQQAHH.

This pic was taken during RACIAL HARMONY DAY ON 21 JULY 229

It was fucking COOL la to see my friend wear diff clothes.

LOLS, hmm actually nothing much happen that day,,,lesson as per normal and teachers are as usual...BORING!!!!

But well, i still love that day as you can see that we have the "SEMANGAT" spirit to wear diff clothes but its kinda fun you kknnooww....

Guess what!!!!!!!!

Due to my promise with SRI AMALIA NABILAH BTE AHMAD to weat high heels, i had a FUCKING BLISTER on my foot...SAD or what...lols

And its so fucking tiring la to wear high heels and walking around the school, climbing up the stairs and its 4TH LEVEL...!!!!

But no one is at faults as Amalia foot has a blister too.. So its FAIR between me and her...

RIGHT BACK AT YOU AMALIA..lols

But its so funny la...I and amalia been running AND walking BARE FOOTED when no one sees us especially when the part called "STAIRS"..

We like one MONKEYS bare footed running about with our INDIAN COSTUMES...smart right!!!

haha. Its so duper fun la.

After school, i straight away when back home AS I CANNOT TAHAN THE PAIN IN MY FOOT.

Haha, i think that's it la for today

MUST ENTERTAIN THIS STUPID GUY NAMED "NOR AZMIL" WHO SUDDENLLY CALLED AND TEXT ME TODAY. HE BEEN TEXTING ME NON-STOP NONSENSE SENTIMENTAL MESSAGE AND THIS TIME I CANNOT TOLERATE ANYMORE...MUST STOP HIM..ON SECOND THOUGHTS I THINK HE LOVE ME BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT I AND HIM IS SO FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE TO BE TOGETHER AS WHENEVER WE ARE OK,NO MORE FIGHTING...CONFIRM SOMETHING OR ANY OBSTACLE WILL APPEAR AND LET US BE FAR AWAY APARTED FROM EACH OTHER. SAD :(

ALL I WANT HIM TO KNOW IS THAT...........

" i never stop loving you,i just stop showing it"

TAKECARE :)

BORED:)

2009-07-18T15:24:00.000-07:00

Hey preety much boring here at home doing nothing just blog and may go out later.

hah,

Actually, there something i would like to share, haha

My FEVER are gone!!!!!!!!!!!..WOHOO,,atlast la babe...HAPPY GILE...

But my COUGHING becoming MORE TERUK LA...aish

So sad sey,,,because of my coughing i cannot go work sei...aish... poor thing..

lols, miss my workplace and friends there.....

FEEL like crying....haha

im bored la,Anywaes,,,i have to go as i MUST do my COURSEWORK,,if not IM DEAD!!!!!

haha k2...BYE2

POLYCLINIC AND STUFFS

2009-07-16T16:28:00.000-07:00

Hey guys...i think im enjoying myself here at home. Who dont? 6 days mc sia...wohoo...

But i felt bad leaving my one and only SRI AMALIA NABILAH BTE AHMAD alone at school.

But don't worry i will be back on tues...lols

Guess what, yesterday when i went to the polyclinic, i saw this hort guy.

He was sick too and he right behind me queing at the registeration. My temparature yesterday was 39.7, it getting worse and i felt that i can anytime faint. It was so cold although the wheather is so hot. Before meeting the doctor, the hort guy sat beside me on the right and my mom on the left. It was so pressure, hahaha, joking.

Then i go and see the doctors, i was given 4 types of medicine.....

Firstly, the COUGH SYRUP which taste SUCK

Secondly, the PANADOL which make me PUKE

Thirdly, the BODY ACHE PILLS which taste NOTHING, i guess

And last but not least, the SUCKING SWEET which taste like my TOOTHBRUSH PASTE(DARLIE)

All make me more sick but still its a must for me to take in order to stay healthy.

And guess,guess,guess???

One day i urine how many times?????

Every 10mins sia... i feel like my small intestine can shrink soon due to lack of water...hahahaha

Its so fucking annoying la...

I love not going to school but i hate the feeling of missing someone so badly example like............

SRI AMALIA NABILAH,

MARYJANE,

NUR AFIQAH,

SYAKIRAH,

FATIN HAMIMAH,

NICOLE TAN CHIN CHIN

SITI RAHAYU,

and lots more........

But don't worry my dear friends, your one and only ZAKIYYAH who crack jokes everytime will soon be back in school..

MISS YOU ALL DAMN BADLY........LOVE YOU GUYS..MUACKS (999 999)TIMES.

CIAO:)

38.2

2009-07-15T12:13:00.000-07:00

Hey, guess what people......

im sick,lols...fuck sia..

38.2 is the worst temperature i ever had.

And now got H1N1 some more sia. i think im one of the victim..you think?

haha, hope not la..But actually im quite SCARED, what if really i got H1N1 arh? Can die sia..

I still LOVE my life, please don't take me away...haha

And now im in school with this sickness stuck on me..I feel weak but just now when i check my temperature its 36.7

Funny right?? But im feeling really weak, my body ache like hell..my throat is burning inside...

I just dont know what to do... Someone help me can

I need some hug..AWWWW....

haha.. and im feeling cold too..

I need some warmth...AWWWW...

HAHA,jokes la

K la,till here first

Will update more sooner or later la...

CIAO:)

2009-07-09T03:50:00.003-07:00

Will blog soon :)

Blog still under renovation!!!!

2009-07-09T03:50:00.002-07:00

Will blog soon :)

Blog still under renovation!!!!

2009-07-09T03:50:00.001-07:00

Will blog soon :)

Blog still under renovation!!!!

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2008-08-14T23:35:00.000-07:00

I think i HATE you?

Yes i Hate you,WAIT!!!!!!!!!

i LOVE you,i LOVE you

I'm feeling so CONFUSED

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

YES I DO!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE YOU so much azmil, can't forget you thate easily. Its takes time to hael or fixed my broken heart.

I've been waiting till now for one guy to really make me forget about you and be happy with him!!!!!!!!

But still i will keep remembering and LOVE you always!!!!!!!

But tell me,WHY is it so DIFFICULT for me to forget about you?

What is it that SO SPECIAL about you that i myself can't forget you?

My LOVE and FEELINGS is so deep for you....

WHY azmil?

I don't know WHY i CARE and LOVE you as i KNOW that it is all WORTHLESS

WHY azmil?

Help me to forget you can?

Please, i can't take this anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's really TORTURING and SUFFERING for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please azmil,HELP ME!!!!!

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

LOVE YOU OR HATE YOU?????

JUST FYI..............................

TODAY IS OUR 2 MONTHS 3 WEEKS AND 5 DAYS KNOWING EACH OTHER!!!!!!

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING

TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF

I'LL WILL BE AWAY FROM YOU FOREVER!!!!!!!

BYE2

BYEBYE
TAKECARE
-WINNIEKIE(ZAKIYYAH)

An Injured Leg

2008-07-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

Heyhey

Its me who injured my leg.

Yaya i noe how clumsy am i to sprain my LIGMENT

It happen during a game with ANGLICAN i think

Sorry if im wrong

I played as GS that time but usually i play as GK

INTERESTING RIGHT!!!!

HAHAHA

I was running and suddenly when im stopped that i can feel or some kind heard a CRACK SOUND HAPPENIN G ON MY KNEE

it was DAMN FUCKING PAIN

Then on SATURDAY my parents and i went to POLYCLINIC

I have to go for X-RAY and it said that my LIGMENT SPRAIN and i have to rest for quite a long time.

I didn't turn up for training and i really MISS THEM SOO MUCH SEYH

And now i CAN SEE THAT THEY DON'T ''LAYAN'' ME WELL

SOO SAD SEYH

Haish but wat to do..

I tink that's it

As im in School and don't to get CAUGHT

HAHAHAHAHA

Life has to move on!!!!!!!!!

BYEBYE

TAKECARE

-WINNIEKIE

After A Long Break

2008-07-06T20:21:00.000-07:00

HelloHello

Im Back..hahaha
It's been a long break since i update my blog now
HmmHmm
Ferst thing ferst is dat i apologise for not updating my blog for soo long
But nw im back,and will update ever sat or sun

I want to share to u guys is that my holiday in east coast park
haha it was fun and enjoyable..
We bbq,play games,go swimming,cycling,play football,play pool and lots
It was a 2 day stay..
But at there,without no one knowing,i met this one guy name is ANONYMOUS
He is my friend cousin
Before that we made a agreement that we will talk and will not feel shy
So it happen,when we met,we act as if we know each other for soo long
It was damn fun..we talk2 till noon
He offer me a CCIIGGRRAATTEESS
But i reject as im no longer SMOKING
HAHA joke only
We had a good time till he said that he has to go to work which at bedok
HAAAAA
So till now,im contacting wit him
And he said that i have to concentrate on my studies and
he want to see a good results from me
Which i dun think soo
HAHAHAHAHA
K la
I think till here only
and will update more on sat or sun
Bye u guyys
Miss u alot
And btw no more DUMMYGUMMY
ITS WINNIEKI
Haaaaaaa

BYEBYE
TAKECARE,
-WINNIEKI

FUN DAYS

2008-04-06T06:38:00.000-07:00

Let's talk about PASSIONATRS!!!
First sorry if i didn't update it that night itself
TIRED....When home almost MIDNIGHT!!!
Saturday went out with family..eating at the FISH&CO..and shopping at NOVENA!!!
It's all fun that DAY!!!
Now PASSIONARTS!!!
Hmm what to say??
Oklah..quite boring as it's only a ONE hour show..
But the most fun part is that there teachers dancing and it's so amazing
Example..MISS CHEN!!!
She dance very well..i like her dancing..
Miss Radziah also a good malay dancer..She and Miss chen combine and perform a very well dance show..I LOVE IT
The rest all singing...BORING
But the malays boy is the only thing making noise and make this PASSIONARTS aalive!!!
WHOA!!!
All of my friends and i wear a casual clothes
Everybody were pretty except me
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
After pasionarts..ME, Maryjane and Rohini
The three of us like MAD DOGS don't know where to go!!!!
But atlast we decide to go to NP and see what's there
Feel like eating there..But reach there.. no mood to eat!!!
So we went back,but there two guys want MARYJANE and ROHINI number..
The both them still can ENTERTAIN them when im running late to go back
So i wait till i have no more time to wait..i tell MJ that iwant to go back
She said 5 min, so i wait..after 5 min..she still talking to the guy
So i said again..then she told the guy that she has to go back
So we went back..
Reach home..the first thing i do is lying down on the bed
And goes to SLEEP!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
That's it!!!!

BYEBYE
TakeCare
-DummyGummy

haha(:

2008-04-01T02:21:00.000-07:00

Okehh , School was ok .

accept for some parts of it .

And seriously , Thanks to SUMONE my hand is very Gatal .

ehh SUMONE , kau gi cuci kau punyer tangan dulu lahh sehhh !

Tk Bersih sehh kau !

Harap kan PUTEHH jerr , tpi Tk Bersih !

haha , Dont take it to hard .

And seriously lahh , GROW UP !

kau dah sec3 tkmo cm Lower sec lahh !

Lower sec lagi Matured dri kau !

please lahh .

kau kutuk2 aku gini2 , kau apa kurang nyerr ?

Dont take it to hard lahh ehh .

so Nothing Much happen today .

ghees , so till here lahh okehhh .

p.s / GROW UP lahhh u Whatever .

gheeesss ,

-Take Care

DummyGummy (:

I Got My New Handphone Today

2008-03-29T20:14:00.000-07:00

WOHOO
Today i very happy as i got a new handphone that my dad buy it for me
Eventhough i fail my COMMON TEST very badly...
He still buy it for me as he believe in me that i will do my best on my MID-YEAR-EXAM
Which i will do it for him
Since it my first day, i will just give a rest and will enjot iy tomorrow
HAHAHA
It just cost $220 with a set of full box plus 1GB memory card
Isn't that great hahaha
I just love it
Even though the Handphone is already common and everyone should have been using it long time but i still love it than my previoue handphone which is totally OLD!!!!
A Motorala handphone..But now my new handphone is Sony Erisson
Hmm
I think that's all larh about my New Handphone
And you know my next post is this which is totally NOT ABOUT THAT HEARTBREAKER GUY
Wohoo!!!!

ByeBye
TakeCare
-DummyGummy

DID THIS FOR THAT ''PARTICULAR HEARTBREAKER'' GUY

2008-03-27T00:14:00.000-07:00

On the 25 March 2008,
The (guy i like) said to my CLOSE FRIEND................MARY JANE!!!!

Something that really hurt my feelings but NOW i don't give

A FUCKING CARE TO HIM!!!!

He want me to delete all my post that about him

AND you think i CARE arh!!!

I will not delete any of my POST!!!!

I DON'T THINK HE HAS ANY FEELINGS

If he has..he wouldn't has siad this one word ''SHAMEFUL''

ARGH!!!!

FUCK him larh!!!!

CB!!!!!

But now i will open a new chapter in my HEART

But his fake MEMORIES between ME and HIM

Will always i remember

Never gonna forget about it!!!!I just want to sais SOORRYY

If i has irritate him and let HIS ''POPULAR'' FRIENDS disturb him about me

Even i felt irritated when the MALAY BOYS from my class disturb me by calling

HIS IDIOTIC name!!!!

ARGH!!!

Whatever larh to him

He want me to forget about him

YA i will......don't worry

I will forget about him SSOONN!!!!!

k LA THAT'S ALL I THINK

i WILL UPDATE SOON more BUT not ABOUT HIM anymore

i guess!!!

hahahahahahaha

ByeBye

TakeCare

-DummyGummy

Got To Forget About Him

2008-03-21T21:40:00.000-07:00

YOU know it's really hard to forget him!!!

But wat to do, i need to forget abt him

since i find out that HE DON'T LIKE ME..

It was soo heartbroken that time but

it's true and i just need to accept the truth one day aite?

I think he really like (THE GIRL HE LIKES) soo much as

i heard that he called(THE GIRL HE LIKES) brother ''ABANG'' !!!!

And wanted to kiss his hands

Since that day, i really need to confirm my heart to forget about him

All my friends said to me NOT TO FORGET ABOUT HIM

and only one of my friend said to me TO FORGET ABOUT HIM

And now i confused which one to choose

I don't want to forget him but if i continue to love him,

what will i get in the END?

NOTHING!!!!!

All i will get is seeing him with another girl and

it's soo obvious will make my heart PAIN!!!!!!

It's alright for me if he did not become my '' BOYFRIEND OR SOMETHING''

I just want hin to TALK to me

Is that soo HARD for him to ONLY do that

ARGH!!!!!

Who cares now

If he don't want to TALK to me

its FINE with me

I will ''FUCK OFF'' from his LIFE

And will NOT DISTURB OR LOOK AT HIM AGAIN !!!!!!

Trust me I WILL DO IT!!!!

But no matter what

It stiil take time

AS I STILL LOVE HIM

OH! SHIT la this life!!!!!!!

ByeBye

TakeCare

-DummyGummy

SOO SICKENING )=

2008-03-18T21:52:00.000-07:00

Hello-Hello

Yesterday is soo bloody sickening day!!!
My friend(NAME NOT TO BE MENTION) advice me to forget the guy i like soo much.
I been wondering why is she asking me to do that.
Why can't i love him!!!!!
Then she said that the guy i like is already love to someone else.
I asked her who is the girl is..
Then she said the guy i like friend sister'S.
I know who she is and i already knew before.
Why can't i love him????.
The girl he like haven't bacame his.
And the girl he like don't want to take him as ''BOYFRIEND''!!!
So there are chances for me BUT
i already promise to her that i will forget THE GUY I LIKE slowly
It is soo hard for me as i really love him soo much
I just wish that he know that!!!
It is really hard..SERIOUSLY
But i don't want to forget him
I want to know him for the rest of my life
ARGH!!!!
I JUST LOVE HIM SOO MUCH

SAYA SAYANG KAMU!!!!!!

K lah
Take care
-DummyGummy

huhu

2008-03-14T11:58:00.000-07:00

OMG , yesterdsday i saw HIM at Macdonald ,

Its been 5 days that i didnt see him & yesterday at last i saw him lahh !

i was walking pass macdonlad then i saw him , I hide then i heard his Friend(name not to Mention) say his name .

haha , Im so happie just to see his face .

for 5 days & i saw him .

like im very happy lahhh .

so , yesterday was like im so Happy lahhh .

haha , How i wish he was myne .

haha .

Tilll here allrytes (:

update more soon .

Bye

-DummyGummy .

DESPONDENCY

2008-03-13T20:04:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!!
ONE WEEK of school holiday is like a ONE YEAR for me as i can't see him for 9 days
ARGH!!!!
Im just too addicted to him i guess..
i seriously can't forget him that easily
i want to forget him as he like another girl already but
just can't simply forget him like that
He did not talk to me since he already knew that i like him
and i guess that's why he like another girl
I did not want to mention the girl name as i actually not that confirm whether he really like her
But i just want him to talk to me normally
I don't care if he dislike me or something..
but i just want him to talk to atleast as a friend
But somtimes i feel that whenever i looked at him
he seem to know and gave me a looked back
As if there's a connection between us
He want to find a right girl for him
and i wish that girl was me
but i guess my wish won't come true
Sometimes i also feel that he like me
but maybe his friends do not like me
and i think he ashamed to like me as he scared that he will be a joke to everyone
and i do not want that to happened..
I scared that if i and him were a couple...
people may talk about us and say to him that he has a UGLY GIRLFRIEND
And i also scared that he may just changed feelings when he saw another preety girl than me
Im just scared of losing him when if i already got him
I just want him to know that
''I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY SAY
I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
YOU TRY TO PULL ME AWAY
BUT THEY DON'T KNOW THE TRUTH
MY HEART's CRIPPLED BY THE VEIN
THAT I KEEP ON CLOSING
YOU CUT ME OPEN AND I
KEEP BLEEDING IN LOVE''
I really loves him and want to be a part of his life forever
Hope one day he will accept me
and i will be just counting the days..
''I LOVE YOU''

My Bestfriend

2008-03-08T05:13:00.002-08:00

ERM ERM

What to say about this girl right beside me in this picture

Well her name is

NUR ISTIFAR BINTIE SULAIMAN

She's school at Bishan park

and she my primary school bestfriend till now

We never miss contact

She understand me

and i understand her

She's preety and i'm not

Every sat i'll go to her house and

chit chat with her

i'll tell her all my problems at school

and she will tell her's too

We noe that when we go to a different school

from each other

we will make new friends and

will forget each other

BUT us!!!!!!

never of that sort happen!!!!!

Ya it's true that i have new close friends at school

example SRI AMALIA NABILAH BINTIE AHMAD

and so on..................

Even she has a close friend name KARINE

a chinese girl

but i don't care with whom she want to friend

as i noe she won't forget me

She introduced me with karine and

i make friend with her

SEE!!!!

Now all of us are friends

NOO enemy!!!!

BUT for me bestfriends is only meant only for me and her

as she never BETRAY or BACKSTABBED me

unlike some friends of mine

My mum dislike her because of her personality and the way she dress

I don't care what the hell she want to wear

that's her way of life and

i have to respect that

and even she respect me the same way i did for her

I just can't forget all the memories of last time in primary schoo;

it is precious for me

ARGH!!!!

i guess i'hv said alott

and need to go NOw!!!

''I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU

WHEN YOU NEED ME!!!!!!!!!

JUST DON'T FORGET ME

THAT'S ALL I WANT FROM YOU''

ByeBYE

Take Care

-DummyGummy

Apologise

2008-03-08T04:41:00.001-08:00

Sorry you guyys as my blogs is all about him
What can i do
In my mind is all about him
and just can't stop to talk about him
But i promise my next post will be different and not about him
I'll try u guuyyss
SORRY!!!!!!
WEEHEE!!!!!!

A SONG FOR HIM

2008-03-08T04:19:00.000-08:00

How did I get here?
I turned around and there you were I didn't think twice
Or rationalize
cause somehow I knew
That there was more than just chemistry
I mean I knew you were kinda of into me
But I figured it's too good to be true
I said pinch me
Where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy
They say that good things take time
But really great things happenin a blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one
I cannot believe it (o woah)
You're one in a million
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough till
I thought I'm through Said I'm done
and stumbled into the arms of the one
You're making me laugh about the silliest stuff
Say that I'm your diamond in the rough
When I'm mad at you
You come with your velvet touch
Can't believe that I'm so lucky
I have never felt so happy
Every time I see that sparkle in your eye
I said pinch me
Where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy
They say that good things take time
But really great things happenin a blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one
I cannot believe it (o woah)
You're one in a million... one in a million
All this time I was looking for love
Trying to make things work
They weren't good enough tillI thought I'm through Said I'm done
and stumbled into the arms of the one
You're one in a million

There's a boy i like in my SCHOOL!!!!

2008-02-26T18:06:00.000-08:00

Erm Erm
i GOT this Big crush on this HORT guy who name which is UNMENTION
I admire this guy for 1 and d half years..
AND it can't be deleted in my mind which i dun noe WHY????
He's a guy who not like other guy i've known soo far
he just maybe being himself and being MORREEE matured than the other GUYS !
i guess .
But there this one day,
he really make me shocked to DEATH
He tell this one teacher that i was keep looking at him(which is true)...
and ask me whether im INTERESTED in him(which is also DAMN true)...
I was just laughing around trying not show the truth...
ARGH!!!!
He just to HORT for me!!!
and whenever he talk to me
IM just so HAPPY!!!!!!
But for now,we are just being friend like a normal people
But my feelings for him is still going stronger as usual
OOKKIIEESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'll think i will just stop here for now
I'll update soon about him or
other things SOON
For those who know who the guy is
Please Just Keep It To Urself For A Moment.
thats all .
so , take care and not forgetting ,
make my bloogg ALIIVVVEEE !

Take Care .
-DummyGummy

HELLO IDIOTS!

2008-02-26T17:56:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey Hey
I just make this blog
so link me up AND tag me yawwww.
So this is my first post
i'll update more
SSOONN!!!!!!!!
Anywaes,
credits to AMALIA...
for mua blog.... (:
BTW,
is my blog NICE?????
Do TAGGG Me for the comments :D
i'll update up about my LIFE , SCHOOL LIFE , LOVE LIFE here , so do readd up aitess people (:
so this is my ferst post .
do make my BLOOGG alive aitess , :D
gtg for now (:
BYEBYE .
Take Care .
-DummyGummy.